G-shen

When you kissed me outside in the cul de sac I had no signal, was grateful you didn't kidnap me I drove home with a smile on my face Then one thing led to another now I fucking hate this place But yet and still Though the boxes are sealed off And the hallways are empty I see a shadow creeping Along the dirty wall I drift off to sleep Ready to rest my eyes But on the screen you're spamming me While Joe picks at my insecurities Of all the cities where I could be This is the least I want to be I don't want you breathing around me I read the morning paper Grateful to see I'm five steps ahead Then I'm back in a house Where we hang in a dingy room The cat perpetually winks As if she knows what's to come Then I'm powdering my nose Before yours dives into my cherry pit Freshening up before I turn you on Man I let you go all sorts of out there I wonder how far it could've gone I drift off to sleep Ready to rest my eyes But on the screen you're spamming me While Joe picks at my insecurities Of all the people to jump in my head This is the least I want to have I don't want you thinking inside me Some days I want you in my arms Some days I want to have your head I wish I could understand Why you made a home in my mind I drift off to sleep Ready to rest my eyes But on the screen you're spamming me While Joe picks at my insecurities Of all the people I could have ever loved This is the most baffling of all I wish I never let you into me I think I'm over the hill Then I go for a jog Then I start rolling the ball to you But end up in the refineries to rot