Sail Back

I hate you and I always will You treated me like a little kid As if you remember the bombs and the strikes You never really cared for me I cared for you too much Scrolling through for hours to Find you a therapist Cause I thought that was the fix All you needed was to not have me You said "what are you mad for?" And wouldn't own up to it There's no way to hide When I'm watching through the window You live in my head I think about the time We danced in my kitchen When you weren't you I'm so scared that everyone is you I'm just a blip in your shipwreck life You're never gonna sail back I hope you don't sail back And you knew everything the monsters did Yet you replicate their every move Hiding under the guise of a wounded dove While you were out sneaking and ducking Looking for more than me I don't hate him though He did nothing and I gotta support a brother He deserves better than anything you could ever give You live in my head I think about the time We danced in my kitchen When you weren't you I'm so scared that everyone is you I'm just a blip in your shipwreck life You're never gonna sail back I hope you don't sail back I hate you and I always will I rearranged my room for your Dreamcast Only to collect dust