still alive

I am a gate of fire Opening for invasion I give you every last cell in my being Come on boy give us nothing I'm your statue, ready to be rained on Then the storm calms You hug the horse and see god Come back down and buckle up In the car you go, keys in ignition Reversing out the driveway While I look out the window I'm dead but still alive I'm taking you up the golden staircase Hair tied back for my ease I'm dangling and dancing Right in front of your face, yet you never try Truthfully if you did it'd be worth nothing, but It would just be kinda nice instead of every time When you come back down and buckle up Unwilling to help me go where you've gone In the car you go, keys in ignition Reversing out the driveway While I look out the window I'm dead but still alive