Psychiatric Goose Chase

My whole life has been just one big psychiatric goose chase I'm tired of all these pills with no thrills and putting on this face Well, I've been crying for help, ever since words could be uttered from my lips I didn't know what the other kids were drinkin but I knew pretty soon I didn't wanna sip And I've been dying for things to look up but they started way down deep in the South And I thought I had it good right before I understood anything that came out somebody's mouth My whole life has been just one big psychiatric goose chase I'm tired of all these pills with no thrills and putting on this face Well, first it was the zoloft back when I was in third grade After that it gets real blurry, all these synthetic shapes and names Lexapro and Fluxotine, I asked for xannies, guess a girl can dream Instead they gave me some antihistamine and acted like it was gonna do the same thing But I have panic attacks, not allergies, but I guess they can smell my dirty addict genes And I heard they treat depression now with ketamine, and I know that I Really like ketamine And there's this wasps nest I call my mind, it's screaming and it's buzzing every second I'm alive So I smash in my skull to kill them from inside and the venom oozes out And taints all that's mine My whole life has been just one big psychiatric goose chase I'm tired of all these pills with no thrills and putting on this face Well, you'll earn yourself a new pair of grippy socks when you run out the Doctor's office and they call the cops To give you booty juice and screaming neighbors Assault and suicide watch are written in your papers FMLA will save the day until your job decides that they wanna f*ck you over anyway And life as you know it crumbles all away so you Start another lap on the psychiatric goose chase And there's this static within my brain, it's deafening and blinding and is all that remains Of any last part of my mind that's sane Like some cliche about the sun that you can't see through the rain My whole life has been just one big psychiatric goose chase I'm tired of all these pills with no thrills and putting on this face