Voices

Uh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Ay, Yuh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself I left friends with ends all in the cemetery Sometimes I realize my happiness imaginary Family ain't the prettiest No solice when I'm heading home Unless I'm locked up in a room With darkness and a microphone I wonder what he would've thought to see the picture fracture When 2nd sons resort to guns, ya he's a whipper snapper 21 on my horizon As has time allowed At this rate 27 is a dream I hope I see it out Mama don't you worry There was nothing that you could've done I know how much you loved me And I wish I was a better son But there's some things you can't control My mind was like an animal So smart, so bright, so young and free So dark and broken just like me Uh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Ay, Yuh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Wait, Yuh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And Prescriptions do not help I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself So help me god I tried to fight it with bottles full of pills that had my mind so divided Desensitized to love Nights of booze and drugs Had me throwing up on couches Doing crouches with a buzz And the bees and birds Had no worth I just f*ck But the way my life imma Chalk it up to luck There is no cry for help loud enough And nothing's gonna change that can fix damage up And if you know me Then you'd know that I'm a fighter But the only I think I wanted Yes the key to my desire Was just love Love Uh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Ay, Yuh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Ay, yuh Uh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself Wait,Yuh I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And Prescriptions do not help I guess I did it to myself Fast-forward twenty years And I'm addicted to myself