Hopeless (feat. Lil Hex)

This is hopeless Prolly won't work out Losing focus Means it'll all fall down No one knows this But it's over now Doin' wrong Doin' wrong Don't believe Don't belong But bare with me I'll say it until the end Even though, like all I know Are these doubts I'll never win And again I'll be a failure More familiar than my kin Is this feeling that I can't get it This feeling, I can't begin To articulate The way of my joy and pain Reluctantly have a voice I don't like to hear my name Only that shattered noise Of memories Picture frames Been throwin' out old times Them xannies owe me some days And since when I been afraid Couldn't remember to say Could've been a doctor But I'm more of a patient today Feel like I'm wastin' away Look like it's payin' to fake No I'm not playin' around Bitch this the land of the brave Who am I not to try I wanna know what it takes Watchin' your people die Goddamn it These are the breaks Good thing that all broken up Is really my natural state Cuz really I am HipHop I really been here to stay I'm real in the realest way Connecting and killin' things Collision course with the devil Won't end with a chickens fate Get high for opinions sake Get down if you want your life If not, then nobody's safe The head of some chopper blades They don't hear me They don't hear me I'm not insane I can't breathe And I'm not a saint Man it's so easy to hate But it ain't harder to love Hold up, I'm feelin' the weight From all of the above Feelin' like This is hopeless Prolly won't work out Losing focus Means it'll all fall down No one knows this But it's over now Doin' wrong Doin' wrong Don't believe Don't belong