Flip Side (feat. Kenzo K3)

I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me I think about suicide, but say this isn't me Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting I hold my tears inside, I have no reason why Maybe I'm shy and I just don't want you to see me cry Trapped in solitude, always I felt used Don't know if it's my heart and soul or just my spirits bruised Sometimes I dream of the chamber whenever I'm in anger Play a game of Russian roulette, it's whatever, I'm that nigga Don't wanna get out of bed, I'm in a bad place Try to avoid going outside to hide a sad face Try withstand giving in to an old friend Mix heroine with a fifth of gyn, It's a cold blend Promise I know how much to take to make my body shake You find me in my special place, of course by the lake Can see the look up on your face like how much did he take Bet you didn't think a wake and bake could lead up to a wake A damn Shame isn't, you thought he seemed so happy Until you finally see him smile for his final napping I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me, I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me, I think about suicide, but say this isn't me, Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting, I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me, I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me, I think about suicide, but say this isn't me, Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting, How would they ever know I got some pain in my heart and I won't let it show Church on Sundays but I only went in April though Laid to rest on Monday, they can't face you so they snaking you 30 rounds, had to show them Down syndrome hollows through I can take off then to get the order to demolish you Paint your own picture, if they get a chance they gone polish you If he not on my team or my league then he barbecued Tired of family first but the fastest one to cross you Say you got my back, I turn around and I didn't notice you You saying that you love me but don't me loving like you supposed to I won't take your heart and step all on it like these hose do I won't take your soul throw it away, won't dispose of you F*ck I look like chasing you, high speed went on a chase or two Love, it was overdue, you played your part, I kept it true Sacrifice my love now you searching to find something new I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me I think about suicide, but say this isn't me Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me I think about suicide, but say this isn't me Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting Binge drinking and doing cocaine I live my life from my childhood trauma, it makes me sane I feel numb from my pain, it's like a ticking bomb in my brain I just wanna feel numb from the pain, yo I hear the demons inside my head They got me going crazy bad Now my past catching up, they try to shoot me down Man f*ck the feds Know what I'm saying, they wanna f*ck a nigga up Now mind suicidal thoughts got me feeling all sad Now I'm drinking on vodka Henny feeling this crazy potions Now I'm looking all crazy, I can't hold it together Yo, blackin out with emotions, I movin in slow motions Now I'm clowning Overdosing, it's hard to keep the focus when you're born into a life of addiction Molestation, I'm devastated And when they told me blood is thicker than water Bitch please, man I really had to think about that shit I really don't understand why they ain't feeling me I keep it all bundled inside, I just be killing me I think about suicide, but say this isn't me Live in the light but dark thoughts just be visiting