Incorporeal

It's going to be very cold tonight I can see death's reflection in my shadow The heart is open, the heart is open I smell the stench of the forgotten I feel their teeth on my teeth And they lick me, and they lick me I stand in piss with soiled clothes and rotten feet I've lost my life so now I wander through the streets I am alone I sleep with rats and dirty sheets This was not me, how the f*ck did this come to be? This is not me, I am diseased I stink, I smell so bad, people walk past me in disgust My heart has hardened into rust Reduced to rotting I stand in puddles of my flesh I walk amongst you smelling of piss and sweat I beg you help me, please fucking help me Just human kindness is all that I ask Please look at me, please look at me, please look at me Why can't you see? This is not me, this is not me Yet, here I am alone and bleak A living ghost that cannot speak Reduced to rotting meat Nearly blind and incomplete Afraid to die for who I'll meet An inner dissolving