Note To Self

Ohh Gotta keep it all inside Yeah Tryna keep my peace of mind I've been sleepin' on my grind Waitin' on the perfect time One wrong move and I end up stuck I feel like I can never be enough Givin' every thing I got So that my kids will never have to punch a clock Ten toes down but I wanna give up Unsettled but I'm tryin' to adjust Cause there's hardly any sun Just clouds of grey And sometimes I can't seem to find my way So I mask it all And put a smile on my face So that no one knows That I've been feelin' this way I'm startin' to feel the pressure But I know the days will get better Can't name one storm I didn't weather I try to front like its all good Cause I know I'm misunderstood But I'm tired of feelin' unsure Anger and anxiety tried to take over me Fill my thoughts with negative Energy Messin' with my self esteem Don't know when I need to eat Can't let it get the best Can't let it get the best of me Gotta keep it all inside Just tryin' to survive