Why My Heart Beats

Lying wide awake and heavily asleep Or in some nameless in-between The day has come and gone and so many things go on But I can’t explain what I have seen I don’t trust the love that has been said Do they even mean it I don’t trust the home where I lay my head ‘Cause love is always changing people always leaving all the time And I contain a mind that isn’t far behind the worst crime So why do I reach to climb so high to only fall When I don’t fully know the reason why my heart beats at all Talking ‘bout my Savior and loving every stranger To heal my existential pain ‘Cause I can’t bear the pressure of living with a person That only seeks for his own gain So I don’t trust the love that I have said Do I even mean it I don’t trust the person in my own bed ‘Cause love is always changing people always leaving all the time And I contain a mind that isn’t far behind the worst crime So why do I reach to climb so high to only fall When I don’t fully know why anybody’s heart beats at all ‘Cause love is always changing people always leaving all the time And I contain a mind that isn’t far behind the worst crime So why do I reach to climb so high to only fall When I don’t fully know the reason why my heart beats at all