Sleeping Outside

I was wondering I was wandering, wondering, wandering I was wandering the woods with my father Cigarette in their fist Burning the edge of the wrist Oh dirt, don't let me down Pardon my birth I had no choice but to slip out Or up, from the stomach I didn't mean to be so indecent Covered in blood, screaming I'm in love I'm in love, love love love I'm in love, letting my hair grow long Intertwined as a sweater, growing warm and fond Falling outside Gripping his wrist Sleeping outside Laying in dirt naked Holding his side Birds, bears witness The peace of mind Hugging the tree Piss naked I was wondering, muttering, spitting, teething Oh me, happy and weak