Fill Me Up

I've been tryina write my feelings lately My pen front and back stroke like it's been swimming lately Tryina knock 'em out the park like it's ninth inning baby Like I'm tryina bring 'em home, but I need to come home To the place where I belong, Need a filter on my phone Then get Jesus on the line, but I cant 'cause I'm roam-ing Like, can you hear me now? Hear me now? I need to chill out Man I need to simmer down, and sit it down, I think I get it now But, I been struggling with who I am And I need confidence to run again So, God, I need you to show up again And that's when I said Ooh I need to spend some time before your throne 'Cause I'm not tryina justify my wrongs And only hit you when I feel alone That's so wrong So fill me up now Fill me up now Fill me up now Fill me up now I've been thinking I'm walking in holiness (no) Here I'm is, thinking I know enough Slow it down, I go the Lord on the phone now I put him back on the throne now, I can not walk on my own now And now I know what it really take for a fill up Quit playing 'round, had to get up and work on my core like sit ups Then I got to keep it holy, arrest my thoughts like police But I start to feel so phony (whoa) 'Cause I keep struggling with who I am And I need confidence to run again So, God, I need you to show up again And every time I say Ooh I need to spend some time before your throne 'Cause I'm not tryina justify my wrongs And only hit you when I feel alone That's so wrong So fill me up now Fill me up now Fill me up now Fill me up now