Ashcliff

Where do you go when you lose yourself Go and get your brain up off that shelf Why'd you say yes to someone else You caused all the pain I've ever felt Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy And I can't keep coming back And I can't keep them away I'm trying to keep these bad thoughts at bay But they've got a lot of shit to say Like why you dress that way And why you always tryna make a change And it really don't make sense Cause you always do the same things But i try to block you out cause I just moved on But I'm broke right now been alone too long Tryna numb my pain with this god damn weed And my eyes so red that I need Visine But every single time I try to do the right thing But I always f*ck up so I keep fighting Got a cracked phone screen And a broke psychic And my brain and my thoughts ain't clean please Hold my phone I'm gonna make a mistake Hold my phone I'm gonna make a mistake Hold my phone I'm gonna make a mistake Hold my phone I'm gonna make a mistake Where do you go when you lose yourself Go and get your brain up off that shelf Why'd you say yes to someone else You caused all the pain I've ever felt Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy My friends don't know about shit Where I'm at, where I go, who I'm with For all they know I could be with a bitch Or I could be laying dead in a ditch Got reckless and I got more tats Fell off but I'm back on track Took some time to plan my attack Put a year into rap and I never looked back Took a year learned to rap and I never looked back And then I almost lost my mind I might take a plane go away so I don't go insane And I never really go outside I'm just a real wild child been alone for a while Now I can't see with all these lights And I want the glitter and the gold But they all don't know that I've felt this all my life Where do you go when you lose yourself Go and get your brain up off that shelf Why'd you say yes to someone else You caused all the pain I've ever felt Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy Then I went and got cray Then I went and got lazy