Acceptance

I'll accept the love for what it is cause yall just bring me down The best on so many levels, but I feel so fucking ran down Not hoping for much more, than a solid fucking rebound At least I'm not like these women, getting dick downed Shit I've been feeling real bliss been getting real kissed Yall can't compare to me cause all yall missed Hoping I'll come back but yall stuck reminisced Yall hallucinating seeing me in the mist Come and slit your neck like the hits are heavy Beat you with these disses like the times on levy Show complacency before you're meat to a deli Cut you real thin and serve you on the daily F*ck Twisted and dark, my thoughts are real stark It ain't me if I'm not wearing the fucking check mark Multiple personalities ignited like a spark One of them will call you out on having stretch marks Shit The others are more quiet but they'll still leave a mark Worse than a murderer cause none of us will narc Don't even know which one was the start So many these days it's like I'm being pulled apart F*ck got it like that Rep the car we getting it right back Like the tar were on the Mac F*ck around and get it right back Hide like we're on the Down Low like we're never Found Low Like we're On the Ground Hiding from the f*ck Hound Y'all stuck in the dead of day, not chasing your dreams Instead being chased by the men in skis This is the life they want so that nobody eats No food on the table so they'll all fucking leave Part of the working grinding society Paying parents' bills so their kids can eat Locked in a cycle, feeling incomplete Breaking free, finding the world sobriety That the end goal chase it never surrender Hope the voices never put you in the fucking blender No mercy shown they always return it to the sender I'm the Living nightmare but I'm still the defender