Last Year

What's on a persons face isn't what's always in their heart That's the reason I've left yall in the fucking dark The feelings I had inside were actually very stark Yall caught a glimpse when I confessed but that's the start Once had feelings and the thoughts entertained me Had hopes we'd be something, like the work of Bruce Bailey Yall thought I was simple but under the surface shits crazy After the rejection my mind went hazy Yall never saw the actions that happened after those days Cut yall off to hide myself behind a maze Yall thought I was with her for marketing like the craze But it was simply just to take my mind from being insane I'm sorry for what I did and I see that it was wrong now If I could go back in time I would reword how it would sound For the longest time you helped when I was being brought down Removed that from my life had me looking to be refound I just wish life was simple again Back to the start when heelys were in So much going on now I can't even listen So many fights and all I want is some healing Back as a kid Skechers were in their prime Back before the drinks especially ones with lime Nowadays all they drink is vodkas and lots of wine Trying to forget their mistakes on some simpler times That's not the worst but I'd rather remember Experience is a lesson learned especially September Only lasted till December and That's when I left her Couldn't stand it anymore had to end it forever F*ck all the lies that got spread from that shit I couldn't care less cause I got another hit Used it as inspiration to write this whole shit Now it's onto the future we cut them to blitz Just like the messages said, new friendships became Another chance at life, let the message be tamed Messages from the past, no longer fill my brain Introspective on the verse, left them all defamed Let the record show, I've still got some game Even when times got tough, the women still came Talked with them for hours, but nothing ever became Hostile responses, were the reasons they named F*ck