Yours Truly

I remember the days we once left behind No care in the world not even about rides Now the bread stays top, right on the side The money stays true, I was hypnotized You were the goal, and I was set on that path Only thing stopping me was your last breathe Never ever thought you'd end it with death I'll always love you even after my end is met Wishing time would bring us back together But that's long gone cause now you're with Heather Both yall died and that's not for the better Wanted to talk to you so I wrote this letter Dear Angel, it's been so much time Still don't know why you chose suicide If you were still here I would have been your guy But now that you're gone it's been a solo ride The times have changed and I've been so much better The pain we all felt can't even be measured If you would have only lived you would have been treasured But now your mommas crying cause you really left her Now I've been late night driving around Hoping it was a lie and that you would be found Hoping to hear something but there is no sound Now I'm so far I'm driving on west bound Now the pains gone and I'm living my way Ain't bout the life but I spit anyway Trying make it big so I can get away Hoping in the end it will all be okay Your voice comes back and I always remember I'm not one to forget even with some chatter They're just distractions but back to the matter We were peas in a pod like Widow and Banner Dear Jennifer it's been so much time I wish I could go back and watch you shine I truly believe you were one of a kind Took for me losing you to have that remind I still think of you daily wishing time would rewind The days getting long and the messages hard to find I'll always look back on all the good times Wasn't always that way but for the most part it's fine People saying I just got to shoot you a text Now that's an idea but after that what's next No idea how it'd go cause you were complex My Mind caught thinking if you'd compare me to lex Or maybe you'd think I'm only hitting you for sex Never wanted that only combining the checks I know you never thought that way and to that I respect Cause you were the one who had the greatest effect This one goes out to all my high school crushes Yall thought I was bad but I was just onto sometimes I lied to you and that's not for nothing I was just manifesting the money coming Now things have changed cause the moneys real Now yall see that and tryna cop a feel And here we go another ordeal Now I'm just stuck tryna conceal for real Not talking bout carry but if I needa I will Yall was broke and to that I made dills Only ever wanted that Old Jada and will Before all that controversy was eva spilled A years went by, yall thought I forgot All the memories we shared, every little plot Now I'm on your mind like a random thought While I'm on trips to Hawaii with the money I got Yall see the story you know where I be Bet you wishing now that you were with me Things have changed and I look back in glee Thinking that you'll never be the ones to see But that makes me remember that none of it matters I'll keep living even without the chatters All that I need is my dreams left unshattered There goes the confidence we call it the ladder