Psychosocial

Deepest darkest emotions they come out at night Scattered thoughts with no notion how to make 'em right Thinking how to handle them, gives me anxiety Anxiety been effecting me since I was fourteen I hear that voice I hear that noise I feel that void I'm so annoyed With my past trauma, I really have been so disturbed You don't know me, but you judge me, and that's so absurd The way people have made me feel, I been making myself feel worse I be having to defend myself, it just be so hard to find the words I know my Mom looking down on me, like boy speak up They think I'm a stockpot, but I always felt like a teacup It's times I was really fighting my mental health and got beat up So angry inside, but I want good vibes gotta clean up Understand me, And my psychosocial tendencies That's why I'm anti-social generally But I gots to be me I think it's time I break through the chains I've been ready to break through the chains I think it's time I break through the chains I've been ready to break through the chains From my psychosocial tendencies Deepest darkest emotions they come out at night Scattered thoughts with no notion how to make 'em right It's a ray of doubt always shined on me, so insecure I've been feeling so locked up, just like a prisoner But I became brave enough to perform in front of crowds for days But when I got to school, my anxiety affected me in ways I can't describe I wanted to hide You wouldn't believe how many times I've broke down and cried I hear that voice I hear that noise I feel that void I'm so annoyed I had to learn to be a star and shine bright And not to feel to have to dim my light to let another's shine Understand me And my psychosocial tendencies That's why I'm anti-social generally But I gots to be me I think it's time I break through the chains I've been ready to break through the chains I think it's time I break through the chains I've been ready to break through the chains From my psychosocial tendencies