Goodbye

This feeling always comes suddenly Everything reminds me of your memory You were the sun, you were the light You were the joy, but it was just a lie Flowing river, that goes on and on Rushing in without remorse, you showed no sign I can't believe I'll never see your face again I know I have to, but I just can't face it This plan does not come easily Is it the pills or fear of being empty It is so cold , It is so dark It's no godamn joke, but it is so real Waking nightmare, that runs day after day Pushing out with rage, you showed no sympathy I can't believe I'll never see your face again I know I have to, but I just can't deal with it, No I can't face it I know it's not fair to, but I do blame you What have you done I know it's not right to, but I do blame you What have you done At the thought of using this weak and awful word I don't have the humility and The modesty to lose so badly I can't believe I'll never see your face again I know I have to, but just can't say it Have to accept that I won't hear your voice again I know I have to, but I just can't say goodbye