To the Creator of it All

I'm done dealing with your sickening ways I will not live in this hell every day I now surrender to eternal dreamless sleep My biggest fear will become eternity Watch closely as your creation dies Slowly fading into eternal rest Memories of the past are haunting me And visions of my death are tempting me To the creator, the creator of my pain Now the time is up for your evil reign You can't stop me from ending it all You will not stop me, I'll do what I must There was no story, there is no meaning I decide when my fate consumes me I have reached the end Death cradles me as I fall into oblivion All of the hell you put me through All of the dreams that you destroyed All of the hope you drained from me All of the life you ripped from me All of the love you took from me All of the hate that you gave me All of the jealousy that enslaved me All of the darkness ruining me No longer will I starve myself No longer will I harm myself No longer will I continue to live No longer will I continue to forgive As my body decays and dies All that is left is pain and regret Soon to find out what is next Is death really the ultimate end? There was never a right path to take There was never a light at the end You set me up for failure And now the end is here I could have been so much more than this I was a failure whose mind was too weak Life had so much more to offer me But I gave up like the coward that I am These are my final words, to the creator of it all Of it all... Of it all... Of it all...