200 Decibels

Every day is a struggle to continue on I feel like every move I make is wrong My pure existence hurts me deep within The struggles I face slowly cave in Rivers of sorrow stream down my face, and I can tell I'm not winning this race Everything's loud and it keeps getting louder Why do my emotions hold all of the power? Go I'm stuck at the bottom and I reach for your hand But your vision is blinded, you just don't understand Even in silence, there is only noise It deafens my life, I've never had a choice I cry for help, but it's on deaf ears I fear that this may go on for years My problems stand above me way too tall And the bigger they are, the harder I fall Goodbye my old friend Goodbye my old friend