Not Right Now

Now I'm pleading Stop the bleeding Why am I even still breathing Can't keep with this life I'm leading Starve the demons I am feeding The path I walk is so misleading Don't know the missing piece I'm needing I'm down on my knees, I'm kneeling Someone help me stop these feelings Keep walking, around and around Don't like the thoughts, don't like the sound Lost in my head, don't know where I'm going Aiming to be happy, or at least I'm hoping There's a right turn somewhere I'll get there somehow I'll get there someday But not right now I keep shouting But it's too loud, and The more I sink, the more I'm drowning Banging on the walls, I'm pounding Nothing in this world can ground me Thoughts I fear have me surrounded Struggling to climb that mountain Wounds cut deep, I'm hurt and broken Can't let anyone know I'm choking Lost in my head, don't know where I'm going Aiming to be happy, or at least I'm hoping There's a right turn somewhere I'll get there somehow I'll get there someday But not right now Trying to keep all my feelings from showing Trying to live without anyone knowing I'm in the middle of nowhere I can't find a way out I've got to run But I don't know how Waiting for my time to seize the moment Just wanna find out where all of the hope is I wanna get up, but I keep falling down I only wish that I could be happy right now Waiting for my time to seize the moment Just wanna find out where all of the hope is I wanna get up, but I keep falling down I only wish that I could be happy right now Keep walking, around and around Don't like the thoughts, don't like the sound Lost in my head, don't know where I'm going Aiming to be happy, or at least I'm hoping There's a right turn somewhere I'll get there somehow I'll get there someday But not right now