Riptide

All I want is to waste away Somebody kill me or make it okay I despise the life that I'm in Don't make me stay, please help me The borderline for what's real and what's not Twisted mentalities and distorted thoughts I never pictured finding myself here But I guess I'll never write the plot Well, I guess I'll never write the plot Am I the victim, or am I just playing it? Is all of this hurt real, or am I just faking it? Is everything I've ever done for naught? I'm stuck in the riptide, it's all I've got I never had identity to lose I never had another life to choose I can't let it consume and dictate Where I go, God what's my fate? As the waterfall cascades upon me I hope the afterlife can set me free I don't even have myself to trust I'm not who I thought I was I waited for answers Now hear my plea I will not be Your next tragedy Get me out so I can save myself Someone's got to help me save myself Please oh God, let me save myself Cause I don't think I'll ever save myself