Pickles and Sauerkraut

I just can't tell if this isn't real I don't let myself to fully heal I'm late to work cause I hate my job I try to laugh even through the pain I wait on tables with a proper face I got to show all my love to them I got to give a show Smile all around you I bet that I could be a pro Don't go in the cold room Now please just take it slow And process every feeling in your head Impatience overflows Take another breather My life is full of dirty clothes Follow the procedure So you could take it really slow And process all the feelings in your head It's hard to do things when you're on your own I wish I was talking on the telephone Laying in bed while it's getting late I take a break to try to comprehend But it leaves me weeping until the very end I should get back to go do my work I got to give a show Smile all around you I bet that I could be a pro Don't go in the cold room Now please just take it slow And process every feeling in your head Impatience overflows Take another breather My life is full of dirty clothes Follow the procedure So you could take it really slow And process all the feelings in your head I've try to eat but I'm fazing out I get sad with stupid pickles and sauerkraut I have no one to go out with and brag about I don't know how this ends but please don't be it I call my mom every time I'm out Cause it's nice to talk when someone when no one's around I know this season's full of its stormy clouds Cause I know how this sounds but I'm not the same