Damned

Another day, another dollar, am I lonely, am I sad Reminiscing bout my friends, got me thinking bout my dad Like, would they leave if I ain't write a rap Or would they rather cut my throat instead of give me dap I don't know, thoughts creepin' why I had a problem sleepin Thinkin' if I doze off, won't even get a reason Or a blink before I'm dead Just a pistol in a pillow and a messy bloody bed That's the tip, don't make me start Every beat I murder, just another stroke of art Strange to me, the thing I love, steady pullin' me apart In Stark comparison Boys be howlin' wolves when I get into my feelings The abyss, barin' hooves Any point to anything, I'm hella apathetic At my core, I care too much, but results paint it pathetic Wear the same shit every day, all black is the aesthetic If I trip, then it get hectic If I slip, then I'm upsettin If I try, I'm supposed to die If I cry, I'm supposed to lie If I play, then I'ma lay If I'm prayin', it's for Bray and the kids Anyway, these days, life be autopilot No stranger to the time Barely get the time to drive it, I ain't lyin King, change for the better What I'm eyein', am I tweakin' Thinkin' maybe there's a reason why we dyin Like our sacrifice for God, 2021, new Mayans Tears well up with blood, so I got no shame in cryin Let me breathe, I guess Get your hands up off my chest My heart see the light of day Or stay buried in my breast Get it, I'm a chicken But this ain't no finger lickin Fried beyond belief Lee Sin close what I'm kickin Really though, sober, man This mornin' 'fore it's due This homework, the dober man Wouldn't even wanna chew If thunder and lightning strikin I blink twice and say, ka-choo I mean, ka-chow, nigga Scribbles, sicker than a mad cow Rushin' through the halls Hearin' bells in the crowd And they loud Late to class, breath pourin' out Got asked about homework, said nah, and sat down Thorns atop the gown Wear the halo like a crown