February 16th

It's confusing all my losing battles I can't win Always in a pinch yeah It's diffusing I'm refusing to try my best again Always giving in yeah Life keeps moving I'm abusing chances that I get Toss it in the wind yeah You don't know what you're getting into I promise it'd be better if you left soon I feel like a failure anytime I think of The twenty I've been here the years that I've messed up I shouldn't discredit all of my hard work The dreams I've imagined make me want to go further Straight off of the deep end To offense from defense This mood is a pretense To stories with no end An end to a cycle It doesn't feel right though I dropped the whole sideshow Can say that I tried so Your doubts always demanding some proof But aren't you kind of glad that you stuck through I felt like a failure anytime I thought of The twenty I've been here and having to grow up I shouldn't discredit all of my hard work The dreams I've imagined makes me want to go further