Golden Tears

Selfish eyes fill up these hands with gold Helpless cries wishing for anything else to hold Tell us lies you're only wanting more Senseless mind unfitted to get itself out this hole I mean this truly upsets me And crying feels so tempting But my body won't ever let me Maybe it knows that once that I start There is no ending And there we were on the cliff side when I realized I was never The main character guess it was the time to put me aside but To be fair it hurt anger built inside and expanded into careless words If I were to try maybe I'd be more then nothing If I were to cry Life was so much better without my phone Coincidence or not I might just let go All my attempts and nothing can ease my pain I mean this shouldn't affect me But crying is all that I'm wanting And my body it finally let me Well maybe it knew there was some things that I should stop holding