Making Room

So the girl of my dreams she just woke me up My family's in pieces we're so out of touch I'm losing all my friends 'cause emotions suck I haven't given in so I guess there's a plus I know what this is coming to So imma get up on my feet And start running from you My hopeful eyes had Strangled the truth I'm not turning back no I'm making some making some Roommates with depression and my fear Anxiety had become my best friend of the year I was zero to ten in a game against my brokenness Just a hopeless wreck Pinned up against some loneliness And I just won't relent Like I've said before my eyes were hopeful man But now they're open man I'm just making some I'm just making some Time for myself about time I'm Not afraid to ask for help I really need some help Imagine all the time that you wasted Waiting around for time to heal you Imagine all the times that you made plans just for them to tumble and fall through Imagine all the time that it took to build an image so that someone would love you Time spent imagining these maybe's is exactly the thing that killed you And I hate the feeling of feeling so out of place This pain I mean was I even here if I'm so easily replaced I see her face now I'm falling back Case is closed but I am too attached Repeat erase I don't know how to act And I supposed if you ever want me back Hey my heart please stop doing that Taken far but I ain't moving fast Speedometer might say zero but I also just filled the tank I realize I cant be your hero and I can't let you be a high I chase no And I admit fear had been playing a hand Seemed to me everyone had someone Had to follow up And I admit fear had been playing a role In paving this road ain't moving on Mistaken and lost making some progress I always seem to discredit all the love in my life As if it's worthless not derived from the love of my life And then somehow I feel alone neglected and then done with my life But this void won't consume my future the way it wasted my youth l've got a gracious Heavenly Father who's actually worth my pursuits So out of love for him and for a change I'm making some room Making some making some room