Reaching for the clouds

I'm raising the bar Grabbing a drink Calling my shots I'm tryna to think Falling apart Then in a blink Lose what I got Ego will shrink Pull back aim I'm not insane Gun to the head Right through the brain It doesn't make no sense The way this dense Feeling I have it's tense I make amends depends On what the consequences That send their death wishes I mention this To the therapist There is just No way I can cleanse my sins From the devil within I'm interested where to begin I'll kill you and dump your body in a Recycling bin Now vrin vrin With the chain saw With a baseball Strapped to my head Making my brain saw And I may call for help But I wonna feel the pain more Does that make me Crazy If people think that I'm in it for the money Then you really don't know me Blow me If you think That I'm a phoney I'm not lonely And slowly I low-key Become the holy one And the only one To hold the trophy You'll have to clone me If you ever wonna be close to me Your not remotely Even close to call me a homie And Mostly You feel like you own me I'm kicking the top Feeling supreme Doing my job Making you scream Ready or not You know what I mean Pills they go pop I'm swallowing I'm kinda hoping that I never get my hands On a bandana Cause I found out that I fathom But that don't mean I have to climb a ladder Doesn't matter cause I'm better When I'm feeling super shredder I'm on top of the world Still feel under weather How could you doubt me I'm just getting started Me and my ego We feel departed Say that your better Your not being honest Say your looking down But you're at the bottom Got them Everything they want But I'm not from Gotham Lock him up I must have forgotten Looking at me Then we got a Problem Play them my song Leave em in shock Up and I'm gone Beating the clock I'm number one Meeting my glock Blow like a bomb Head of the flock Happy people get the dull days Half the people are always Feeling so down like your grave Need change Gotta go through the door way I never wonna portray That I'm in the game for the Money and the fame But I guess for now I'm a now name No shame Patiently waiting for the moment I can get up on the podium And only if I carry momentum Then I'm bitter like I'm sodium I rhodium I'm looking at you like An odium I got a phobia of anomia Let's slow it down I'm drinking Till I'm sinking And thinking of killing The king n I'm Bringing his Chilling to the giving That's willing to give him The kicking Drilling this beat Like a tooth filling I'm feeling the rhythm Of the clinking I'm winning Since the beginning I'm getting dizzy My head is spinning Stop twisting my words Because your career is Shrinking I Think the hinge of the door Is on the brink of hitting the floor And making an Orange decors I know your wanting some more I'm booting it down Making a scene Using your frown Making me pleased Paying the price I'm not a fee Freedom I got You following I'm scanning like a barcode With my dark clothes And I borrowed Your car keys But the car rolled Do You follow No tomorrow Knock but it's hollow Oh no Feeling like I'm bout to kill it Any minute but the feeling 7 digit Put it In the cricked vision Really Trying not to fidget But the mission Grab a pidgin Kill it and then kill its spirit I'm Reaching for the clouds I'm Reaching for the clouds How come we never see your face The pace I wonna work at It shakes the place Just embrace the fact That I don't wonna show it When the times right Then you're really gonna know it Devoting for the moment That I'm never gonna blow it And I'm hoping that your gonna stick around I know there's people better And I know I'm not the best But they don't work as half as hard as me That's what I wonna Congress The progression Leaves them impressed A confession I'm not a mess I'm just pressed With traumatic stress Let's state the cause of events Demented with the scent of a stench I am who I am And people don't like it Finger to them And they can go bite it A demon inside I'm not gonna fight if Feel on fire Time to ignite it I never smile I gotta hide it I think of a line Don't wonna write it This is my life Always one sided Gotta kill em with the semi automatic When I have it Everybody gonna think I wonna be ecstatic And I hear them calling my name When I'm walking and they think It gets me frustrated Debating If I can take it If you don't like any of my songs Then why you listening right now Guess you're IQs like I'll leave you 6ft under the ground I'm feeling Wild and free Guess that can only be me So when I'm killing the scene Remember the name Quichy