Surrender Song

First job out of college I made a bag and bought a Benz Late nights at the office and parties with my friends Tequila shots and lines of cocaine Three times a week and maybe more Couldn't make it to the bed I'll just sleep here on the floor I'm at the end of my rope I've got nothing to lose I am giving up hope I have nothing to prove I surrender to the universe I surrender to the universe It is such a relief (Like you wouldn't believe) And I feel so free (yeah, I feel so free) I feel so free Somehow I got promoted They couldn't see the real me It didn't hurt that I wore short skirts I liked the way it made me feel Summer weekends in the Vineyard Winter weekends on the lifts Trashed a room in Steamboat Springs Fucked my boss in St. Moritz I'm at the end of my rope I've got nothing to lose I am giving up hope I have nothing to prove I surrender to the universe I surrender to the universe It is such a relief (Like you wouldn't believe) And I feel so free (yeah, I feel so free) I feel so free I was lying to my family I was lying to myself Late nights crying in the bathroom My own private little hell Percs and bennies, vikes and zombies Three times a day and maybe more Couldn't make it to the bed I'll just sleep here on the floor I got everything I wanted and nothing that I need A thousand dollar bathrobe And zero self esteem I spent my whole life pounding pounding on the door Until it finally opened But still I wanted more (All I want is more) I'm at the end of my rope I've got nothing to lose I am giving up hope I have nothing to prove I surrender to the universe (It can't get any worse) I surrender to the universe (It can't get any worse) It is such a relief (Like you wouldn't believe) And I feel so free (yeah, I feel so free)