Alone

Self isolation Self deprecation Self medication Self agitation Self defamation Self suffocation Need some sedation And just be alone Alone, alone, alone I just want to be alone Be alone Can't get these thoughts out of my head Hanging on by a fucking thread Never feel right till I reach my dead bed Alone, alone, alone I just want to be alone But you're always there Even in my nightmares You're shining like a million flares Endless torments too much to bear I know I fucked up And I can't make it right But it doesn't really matter Cuz I'll never see the light Guess I'm just a bad person Wolf in sheep's skin Cuz I played with your heart Like a little violin Time after time You gave me another chance But I squandered all those moments Cuz I'm a fucking ass Doesn't really matter now cuz you're gone Now I spend all my time wallowing alone Self isolation Self deprecation Self medication Self agitation Self defamation Self suffocation Need some sedation And just be Alone, alone, alone I just want to be alone Be alone So I turn to the bottle again To forget all of my sins Shot after shot till the room spins I'll never feel right again The times finally come And I can't really cope Visions of the world Distorted like kaleidoscopes Wear my best clothes You know you bought em Take another step back Towards rock bottom Stares from the crowd Piercing like a million arrows Everyone around me continues to harrow Approach your casket, lay a flower Try to make peace in this final hour Alone Alone Alone Alone Alone, alone, alone I don't want to be alone Be alone I don't want to I don't want to be alone Self isolation Self deprecation Self medication Self agitation Self defamation Self suffocation Need some sedation