Afterwards (feat. Kaitlin Jacobson & Ryan J. Hurdle)

The vibe shifts and I feel like I'm floating What are these daggers I seem to be holding Someone threw them a while ago So I grabbed them and held them way too close What is it like to let go What is it like to let go and not know And have no lump in your throat And see the world from a new telescope Maybe not everyone is out to get me Maybe I'm gonna be fine Maybe I'm gonna be fine Maybe everyone's just worried about their own shit And doesn't give a single shit about the shit that is only mine The Sun shines but this time it's not burning My face it just highlights the people before me The old man as he's mowing the grass He looks up and he sees me and waves, real friendly I always thought he despised me A twenty-some kid with opinions and worries But maybe he does somewhat like me And maybe he sees past the thunder and lightning Maybe not everyone is out to get me Maybe I'm gonna be fine Maybe I'm gonna be fine Maybe everyone's just worried about everything That everybody else thinks about them so they think everyone's fine My mind's like a broken record, I can't take it anymore What happens after all the pressure, what does my brain have in store Can I stand to see the sunlight Open trees and room to soar Instead of claustrophobic dark nights In my head with a locked door Do you think I could be fine Maybe not everyone is out to get me I think I'm gonna be fine Everything's gonna be fine