One Final Blow

I don't really care what you think of me But find a place to hold me in your memory Cause this one's goin down Never thought I'd wear the crown As the one in the town to make history Soon you will be missin' me Caught in a bind Broken state of mind Fell behind This life sucks it ain't so kind Not my time No lifelines Tired of the grind I lost all my peace of mind Yeah, uh, Peace of mind Guess it's my time to shine Throwin' all my life away I'm wondering if I should stay? Should I let it go Should I let em know What I plan to do Should I just see it through? Will it all be fine and will I find another open avenue? Try one day inside my shoes if they don't fit not much you lose Strap em up and tie em tight I promise you're in for a fight Everything goes Everything goes in this life that I chose Never said bye to my sis or my bro A slap in the face you hit that on the nose What are the pros Those will decide if it's time that I go Turnin' my life into one final blow If you love me you'll be the first one to know Eh One final blow Make a decision now I'm out the door Leaning towards it cause I'm no longer torn No one will miss me this life was a war, yeah One final blow Happiness always felt more like a chore As I jump off the bridge and down into the cold As you're watchin' my body wash up to the shore I wanna feel I wanna cry I wanna feel like I'm alive I wanna laugh into the night, into the night I wanna feel don't wanna die I wanna feel like I'm alive I wanna try to get it right, to get it right I don't really care what you think of me So why don't I let you in on some suffering You are filled with regret Never will you forget Bout the time that I took that faithful leap Mom and dad are missin' me Caught in a bind Broken state of mind Fell behind This life sucks it ain't so kind Not my time No lifelines Tired of the grind I lost all my peace of mind Yeah, uh, Peace of mind Guess it's my time to shine Throwin all my life away I'm wondering if I should stay? Should I let it go Should I let em know What I plan to do Should I just see it through? Will it all be fine and will I find another open avenue? Try one day inside my shoes if they don't fit not much you lose Strap em up and tie em tight I promise you're in for a fight