Speak to Me, Pt. 2

That time my body couldn't stop shaking It was hard to keep you entertained While my breath was slowly speeding I pinched my arm to stay afloat This time I sit waiting on the stairs Watching the balloons go outside And though I think of you dearly I hardly even know you So speak to me again, my heart is beating loudly Like castles in the sand, the tide is coming in That time the silence was deafening But M'm not sure if it was even silent Now I cling and hold on to the moon It's the only constant that doesn't move So speak to me again, my lungs are breathing faster Like paper left in rain, I'm slowly fading So speak to me again, Jesus Christ I'm whiny I'm sorry that I am That time I knocked and I knocked But nobody would open the door So I sat crying on the doorstep The cold was piercing my skin I wish I could be stuck in my childhood The absurd naivety of it all But now, on the verge of growing up It'll only take seconds to fall (I thought we just begun, I thought we just begun) (Wait until my head) Your roots go far and deep, they strangle Frantic breathing needed to stay afloat Soon I'll forget you, and you will me too All children will decompose too Decompose, decompose Decompose