When I Left Your Waiting Room

Oh I tried for years to write you a song But each time I'd try to write it It'd come out wrong When I was younger I was so blind I couldn't read between the lines and instead I'd just cry Instead I'd just cry Oh I used to look in the mirror and ask myself Why I wasn't pretty like her And I was always somewhat empty inside But even the empty feel more empty when they cry Oh I was so empty Oh and if you would think to just tell me the truth Hurt my feelings just once so I could get over you I was everywhere, nothingness, falling apart I was dumb as a rock, didn't know where to start Now I'm older, not wiser, but been through this more Don't know what I was thinking Don't know if I was thinking Oh you had me everywhere, you had me everywhere You were here, you were there, but I was everywhere There's no need to say sorry It wasn't your fault It's my own self delusion I just got caught But when you were here, I was here When you were there, I was there When you were here, I was here When you were there, I was there And leaving your waiting room was so hard for me To let go and to tune into reality I couldn't tell you what was going through my head But when I left your waiting room, I was half dead I left your waiting room half dead I left your waiting room half dead I left your waiting room half dead