Deeper Tides

I know you're trying You should know too by now You've seen me climbing Finding my way back out Digging for sunshine Welling up from inside Patient but plastic Feeling so unalive Some days, I love me Some days, I wanna leave me behind Someday, I'll go far away Someday, I'll melt into the sky Fighting & Fumbling Struggling in deeper tides Can't seem to find it What happened to all my light? For now, pack all these thoughts away For now until my breath runs dry Can you tell me what happened To all my light