Hollow Nights

I'm faded yo I swear to god I faded away Don't know what's happenin All that I did was step out the cage Now I'm wonderin how i got so blazed, Lock myself inside a room and I smoke for days This weed got me feelin trapped Not amazed At first it was the rave Now it's the crave Blowin all my money on it I can't save And I know that each puff cuts short my days But I tell ya boy i'm lovin it Addicted and not recoverin Help me it feels like sufferin Bullet into a gun and then F. I. N. Spend my future in a grave The only one I envision and that's all I wanna say Whether I'm sober or I'm high Consistently on my mind A different method of suicide Every day try not to bite Every night I hope it's lights out But my health ain't bad I'm young and sad It's my decisions that make me feel like trash Man i might lash Out grab a fuckin' bat And whap yo ass Man i don't care bout cash Could give a f*ck bout ass All i'm tryna do is stop smokin grass Boy it hurts so bad I wanna get a mag and blow my brains out fast Don't care if this sounds bad I swear i'm goin mad