shout out mrs. albertson

I want to be out of my mind All my life i colored in the lines And the seasons change The years they go by I'll go out like the leaves Lit on fire before i die My science teacher told me She wanted to save me I could be a good girl If i let jesus in But something in me knew Even a good girl Wouldn't be enough for you I'm boring but i'm vain I'm alone and unchanged If i could trade in my brain I wouldn't do it to be sane It's so i could be loved by u I want to not care You're so hard it's not fair I broke down on your dare You could see i was scared And i want to be loved by you (loved by you) We've both given up on me But i want to be loved by you (loved by you) I'm the derelict darling Of the deadbeats club We're weirdos but it's boring Wasting away summers and Measuring achievements By all things we don't want to do That we never did You're the sun i'm the moon Always slightly out of tune You leave and hide away I'm left begging you to stay My light is when i'm loved by you I'll break every rule If you're too hot then i'll be cool Cut my skirt short Skinned my knee, it didn't hurt Not as much as loving you (loving you) We've both given up on me But i want to be loved by you (loved by you) I'm the derelict darling Of the deadbeats club We're weirdos but it's boring Wasting away summers and Measuring achievements By all things we don't want to do That we never did I'm the derelict darling Of the deadbeats club We're weirdos but it's boring Wasting away summers and Measuring achievements By all things we don't want to do That we never did I'm the derelict darling Of the deadbeats club We're weirdos but it's boring Wasting away summers and Measuring achievements By all things we don't want to do That we never did I'd be born to be a winner If i wasn't talentless and tired Wasting away my breath Wishing you did all the things I wanted you to do That you never did