Lose me

I don't want to fall in love to fall out Going all in for you to call out I don't want to walk through hell with you For you to walk out Gave my all, what was I thinking Spent most nights just sinking Into the bottom of bottles I bottled it up tryna keep this Dream alive then realized You never cared about us I saw the signs but I was blind To the things you've done Way too young, I was tryna act grown Long nights spent staring at my phone Waiting for you to just to send me a text Then my heart said I don't want to fall in love to fall out Going all in for you to call out I don't want to walk through hell with you For you to walk out Wasted time in a teenage dream Played my heart that I gave for free Lost my mind, over someone who Didn't mind to lose me I'm waiting for closure I'll find when I'm older, yeah "I don't wanna break your heart" Those six words are forever scarred as Lies that you told to me To spare my heart from a broken plea Hoping she'd still hold to these Moments while we're still longer we Left without remorse No staggered wars our ragged corpse Of love but you somewhat Wanted out of this battle for us You never wanna fight for us Mmm Way too young, we were tryna act grown Long nights spent staring at my phone Waiting for you to just send me a text Then my heart said I don't want to fall in love to fall out Going all in for you to call out I don't want to walk through hell with you For you to walk out Wasted time in a teenage dream Played my heart that I gave for free Lost my mind, it was someone who Didn't mind to lose me I don't want to fall in love to fall out Going all in for you to call out I don't want to walk through hell with you For you to walk out Wasted time in a teenage dream Played my heart that I gave for free Lost my mind, it was someone who Didn't mind to lose me Been a long time since you saw me Try to make up and say sorry But I don't wanna backslide on past highs That your love had brought me Even though you're gone for good I'm thankful that we met And I know I should've listened When my heart said I don't want to fall in love to fall out Going all in for you to call out I don't want to walk through hell with you For you to walk out Wasted time in a teenage dream Played my heart that I gave for free Lost my mind, it was someone who Didn't mind to lose me