On The Table

I been in my mood I been taking meds lately So much on my mind Wonder who the f*ck gonna save me Kind of got this feeling That my niggas moving shady Niggas told me yesterday My ex bitch had a baby Hurt me so bad I'm the reason she act crazy Drink got me slurred I been moving kind of lazy Want to end it all But won't hurt the ones who named me Twenty five years And a nigga still ain't play me Always good solo But on point like the navy Younging in the face Older bitches call me baby Shoutout to my daddy He know he the one that made me Can't forget my granny Know my momma miss you daily Asked to take you flowers Mama answer always maybe Want to bring you back Because the fam been acting crazy Moving like a loner You know that's the way y'all trained me Never had a hand out But I told them bitches pay me Problems like a pest But won't let a nigga spray me So much on my mind Wonder who the f*ck gone save me Mama ask me son Why no emotion Since a kid mama Shit been all on me like lotion Know you miss that age when You used to feed me Motrin Your baby 25 now And he having motion It's almost too much I feel I can't really can't hold it Was only 13 Big cuzzo let me hold it I kick the cup early cuz I really couldn't hold it Turned into a boss My life I really molded Ma dukes and my pops My life I really owe it All them rainy nights My grind I devoted Put them plays in motion My dedication I showed it Now it's time to boss up My life I really own it