Game Over

Yeah I don't wanna wake up I don't wanna change up I don't wanna chase em yeah Summer birthday Imma tuck in they I stay up cuz My feet cut up from dirty socks on concrete At least that's what I thought at the time Purpose is harder to find Purchasing products of mine Popping a bottle of wine I put my heart on the line All of this gossip and lying I gotta crawl on the vine Maybe it's all in my mind, I'm going blind Buying joy the card declines I find the boy he starts to rhyme His shouts and threats don't scar the sky I'm out of breath can't jog my mind Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over, game over When they look over they shoulder Game over, game over Just trynna stay sober You see back then I had no hoes in my box Just had some holes in my socks So when we rode through the block You know were were boasting a lot My friends were pirates I was holding them off Hop down the sidewalk know I wrote it in chalk But I miss the cracks to save my mother's back we never suffered bad But I knew the struggle when I had to do my fucking math I'm right on track to be an astronaut or any other path I won't admit he kicked my ass I'm running from my brother's wrath Our neighbor had the trampoline and the Playstation Basement with the bass playing One time he was on vacation We still pulled up we fake waiting That house was like a safe haven I really didn't like having friends over but Dad would always make bacon, stay hating Flag football with socks tucked into the waistband That's H-O you really fucking up the game man Hey man, I caught it off the board and laid it with the same hand Same shot from the same spot on the driveway? Damn Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over yeah Game over, game over When they look over they shoulder Game over, game over Just trynna stay sober Who would have thought suburban kids were out here getting into beef But we were arguing and fighting with the boys down the street We thought that we were kings and they were trynna take the ring Pops go the Airsoft give em the sting But I wonder what that says bout how we'd turn out to be All my friends think that I'm happy hope they hold out for me We were playing smash I think I'm out of your league You see we started with the Cube and then we pulled out the Wii Like I got dibs on first player I call Captain Falcon, magic fountain of youth Keeping us young we were doubting the truth, I'm loud in the booth like I don't need an ounce of fruit I'm thirsty pass the Mountain Dew I saved up for an Xbox my father said "I'm proud of you" Back when we were playing Halo back in the day Before the hate and the labels before the bills on the table Never out in the field, before we killed all our angels Before the rain before the chains before the war before the pain Before we knew what was happening a couple neighborhoods over I tried to start a new life but I'm still the same loner So game over, game over, it's just another game over Now I don't drink I feel hungover even when I stay sober Because they popped the bubble I was living in We were taught obedience They were swimming but we couldn't see the kicking We were caught up in the premiums We hear but we're not listening Worshiping the cops and the vehicles they killing in But what happens when you finally look over pickets The reality of what you see's a little fucking different From your own home, so f*ck you and your garden gnomes Keep flying your drones and pretending like you don't know, low blow They say it's overblown but the only thing overblown is The roses that we've grown from the bones of broken homes And I can't hear a fucking sound But I can see the poison clouds And I can tell she's reaching out I try to doubt but the boy looked down