CALL FOR MY SOUL

So please don't worry bout me I gotta handle this shit on my own sir Swear that I'm looking straight at my demon And I feel that lil bitch getting closer Yeah I feel that lil bitch getting closer This shit drive me insane with no chauffeur I ain't saying I been through the most hurt But it's weighing heavy on my brain And I got 2 little sisters can't ever let 'em see my pain I mentally cry a lot I swear that it drive me insane Swear that this life is a game Might lose my way I know exactly where I want to be but I don't know my place I don't like to talk so how could you say you know me How you supposed to be real when everyone fake and phony The niggas that say they gon' ride they ain't finna ride they odee Stay cutting off family ties and I don't know why but I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul Call for my soul Yeah I'm underwater but I'm breathing I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason All that I know is they call for my soul Won't pick up the phone Pressure pressure pressure I feel the pressure on me now Stressin' stressin' stressin' and can't nobody call me down Face in the ground and I ain't proud Gotta get rich or you letting them down Look at your life gotta turn it around Feel like a carry this burden around But I always knew I'd be bigger than 'em Feel like my minds in a prison And these niggas walk 'round with cynicism I do not like none these niggas I don't got time for these niggas But I swear a nigga just gotta move like this They show me love not loyalty so I tell 'em they gotta move lil bitch Like I don't know what to do lil bitch I've been stuck in a sudden mood lil bitch I've been acting a fuckin' fool lil bitch They expect me to keep it cool when they choosin' So I only lose my cool through the music Betrayal I'm going through it's confusing Bitch I'm not in need of you for the movement but I still don't know what I'm doing Dreams 'bout making money but all I do is sleep so I best get to movin' You dream to take it from me but it's either you or me And you know I ain't losin' Under pressure I ain't gotta prove shit Way these muhfuckas move is confusing So I stay to myself with nobody else I'm dolo I need a crew bitch I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul Call for my soul Uh I'm underwater but I'm breathing I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason All that I know is they call for my soul Won't pick up the phone You say that you love me you say that you for me but you walk around with no loyalty My own brother said I wasn't his brother and that shit hurt a nigga word to me Behind a smile niggas fightin' depression my mental fortitude can fight a beast I try to give my heart out to everybody all they do is just lie to me So lie to me I hold my tears back you ain't seeing that side of me Just lie to me Imma keep going if I'm the only one that's proud of me I'm hiding me And niggas won't ever know I swear there ain't no finding me I got demons they fighting me I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul Call for my soul Uh I'm underwater but I'm breathing I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason All that I know is they call for my soul Won't pick up the phone