For Dad

I cant sleep its only nightmares for me when im off the Za No addiction but to say it cant control you is a lie No addiction to the life I live No addiction to the life but swear I still don't wanna die I go thru it like you do and I go thru it every day I swear I didn't mean to hurt you im just not doin okay I don't feel it anymore but I still miss you everyday I cant sleep its only nightmares for me when im off my Za No addiction but to say it cant control me, thats a lie No addiction to the life im livin No addiction to the life but swear I still don't wanna die I go thru it like you do and I go thru it every day Swear I didn't mean to hurt you im just not doin okay I don't feel there anymore but I still miss you everyday I light up without you But I don't light up without you Time is still needed but I cant find it without you Told me you're terrible but I know better now You told me she's terrible and I know better now I light up without you But I don't light up without you Time is still needed but I cant find it without you She told you me you're terrible but I know better now You told me she's terrible and I know better now