Goodbye

Whattcha know about a goodbye Whatta know about the sadder side of this life Whatta know about the timing never being right Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside Feeling pain Feel deranged Self destructive style Still play the game Hide in the room Cause I feel the shame Outcome of being raised The catholic way Can talk the talk Can I walk the walk? Dark mind at bay Starts creepin up Now I can't talk Or walk Just drunk as f*ck One way to a grave I'll push the luck I get stuck Lemme sober up But This drink in my cup Got me feelin tough Rooms a little louder Starting not to care About myself F*ck others Miss myself I miss my mother Whattcha know about a goodbye Whatta know about the sadder side of this life Whatta know about the timing never being right Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside The light inside has died Heart was opened wide Pushed to the outside needing Angels wings to fly Woke up smelling roses Drenched in night sweats Demons start imposen Their all places bets Against me Tempt me with an ending I am done pretending The pain has been unending Energy that's spending Advice I hear, sounding condescending Just feels numb, feeling dumb Goodbyes are just blending Whattcha know about a goodbye Whatta know about the sadder side of this life Whatta know about the timing never being right Whatta know about the light, that shines so bright inside