Leave Me Alone

I'm not depressed, I'm just realistic I'm not depressed, I'm just realistic I'm not depressed, I'm just realistic I know I got four women and three niggas Who would shed a real tear if I end it So shout out to y'all, I appreciate it That don't make me sad tho that's the thing You don't gotta lie to protect my feelings I been knew this since I was a little kid You alone in this world don't nobody give a shit Don't nobody give a f*ck 'til it messes with they life Don't nobody give a f*ck til you pickin' up that knife 'Til you're aiming through the sights, got a red dot in your eyes Screaming how could he do this I thought that he was nice Well I'm not, I'm not perfect, no I'm far from it And you knew that from the start bitch why you start fronting? And now you got bored of me why you start Drummond? And now you gotta face the music nigga start drumming Speaking of, I hate a happy ass nigga "Just smile and be happy" you can kiss my ass nigga An "Everybody needs a friend" sappy ass nigga I don't need nobody, you just a bitch ass nigga I don't need no one else, I'm good by myself Like you really concerned for my health, bitch go to hell You only wanna talk to me when I'm doing well Well I'm doing good now and that's cause I know I don't fucking need you! Where were you when I needed y'all? When I needed help? When I was five seconds away from killing myself? When I begged you all to stay and there was no one around? And now you gonna say: you should start talking to someone else I was abandoned by everyone when I needed them the most! And now it's my fault that I learned how to fucking cope? F*ck that, f*ck you, f*ck everyone you know I hope that every day is gray and you get stuck in the snow I hope that every time you get home you step on some legos And that you get a girlfriend and she don't want you no more I hope you feel a fraction of the pain that you look made me feel And maybe then you'll understand why I just wanna be alone Leave me alone I grew up on my own, and now you confused why I want you to Leave me alone You had no problem doing it before so why don't you Leave me alone I made my peace with my decision, so now it's time that you make peace with yours and just Leave me alone I ain't scared of myself, I don't need you no more, so please just Leave me alone Just leave me alone Just leave me alone