AntiSocial

I don't know what to say To people that I see everyday Because you know that I Stray away Stay away From any more pain That may be caused Gotta stay in my lane Hold up now pause Tell me what's in your brain Just all my flaws You know that you'll Never be able to attain or sustain Like NF said if you undergo any strain Heavy rain You'll always feel disdained In the presence of others They'll be your judgers Not brothers Not sisters Resistors Along your long life ride Don't be evil eyed Look at the bright side Even if inside There's a low tide And you can't confide In anyone cause of your pride Okay I lied Cause they can't guide They be tongue tied You just abide You aint allied With no forces Divorces No-one endorses Your courses Of action No faction Attraction Reaction To your dissatisfaction With life Or your strife All your setbacks Aint no climax You aint relax To this syntax Cause they don't understand When I pull up with a man Who is of a darker tan That they can't say And his eyes get bigger So, they pull down on the trigger I could never configure Their rigor Or figure out What it is all about I can't shout So, I pout And doubt their clout I just get used And abused By confused People who excuse And accuse When they're recused Afterparties are for lame white folk who can't take a joke And decide to provoke Others to smoke And take coke To try and be woke But at the end of the day They're still broke In more than one way There's no hope I mean, why do they stay They can't cope I guess I'll just pray But I choke On all of my words I woulda preferred You referred to me as a nerd I'm just like a bird Cause I heard You tried to reword But you slurred Cause all of your vision is blurred Cause he stirred Your drink That leads me to think That you never incurred You deterred It's absurd I wasn't born antisocial It's through being social that I became it Maybe if I had some good friends They could change it But for now, I'd rather be alone In my zone On my own Without my phone Cause it seems to be antisocial As well So, I'd rather not dwell In this spell Or rather curse To make it worse So, imma immerse And disperse My diverse verse And not converse With anyone Cause it's no fun When a one-on-one Becomes a one to one And you become a nun To someone Who's problems way a tonne And they don't listen to none You try to outrun But they've won Cause what you run from Ends up chasing you But what you're running to Is, the same people So, it's better to hide And not confide Cause they can't guide And stay tongue tied To your problems Cause they can't fix em Only you can But if it's too much man Then see a professional And be confessional If your problem's being isolated Then go out but don't get agitated And frustrated When they're belated Cause I've, also waited Not dated But hated Every second of it Till I quit But now I sit In my pit I'll admit It's not lit I'm a hypocrite But I'll readmit That it's shit Being part of a clique It left me sick I'm a sceptic No tac To the pack You aint got my back So imma evacuate You aint my mate This aint fate Don't try to draw me in With your grin It's still thin Take it on the chin When you can't win Without me Now that you see You still don't change It's so strange How you don't learn There's still no concern To earn It's just someone else's turn In the succession No question So, I'll just be in my room With my doom and gloom But it's better than being social