Bane

Spinning all alone Reminiscing while I sit in the dark It ain't really reminiscing If I was missing from the start I'm always defending the people that End up just breaking my heart Just trying to fit in the puzzle That I was never really part People are disappointing when they disappoint me I feel bad Wondering why I'm still feeling this way I don't understand Especially considering that they took me For all that I had Time and time again They're proving my point It's actually sad Who was hitting me up When I was in A wheelchair For 2 months? I couldn't stand up But you ain't hit me up And it ain't happen once Do you know what it's like To have to ask for help And not give up A front In front of my mother In front of my father I was tearing ducts Yes I don't wanna remember That awful December I felt like a burden I couldn't stop hurting I'm learning That nothing in life here is certain, what's What's funny it wasn't the physical Was the mental That's making me miserable Had to switch to a life that was digital Feeling clinical Toxic positivity was cynical State of my injuries? Visual But you still Felt the need To tell me What I should or I shouldn't do Could or I couldn't do How I should Be grateful For all I have I don't understand How you can do that When you never even Spent a day in my situation But when you did Then you had the Nerve to talk Bitch, I couldn't walk Now you out here Like you been around the block Now you out here Like you know exactly what I was feeling And dealing With on the daily Lately I don't get it I really don't know It's funny Now that I've said it I really don't know