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Realising I don't know my self-worth Never feeling better So, I put myself first Never been a villain But I'm feeling Like I'm living with a curse Always find myself hurt Always Looking out for others Like they're brothers And mothers It's in my nature Even when they're synthetic Do I regret it? I don't understand Treated like I'm Peter Parker When I'm Spider-Man When I'm swinging Through your neighbourhood Please don't ask me how I'm doing Because I am never good Always fine Always find Myself On the other line On the line I can't find a balance Feeling like I'm wasting All my time and my talent On sisters, brothers, Who ain't even like me? Like that On the surface They're just tryna Spite me Spite that I'm helping them Every single day Chilling, I don't know what else to say But, When they're away I feel lonely Only Realising now Why I won't leave. I'm resistant To change strange Never thought I'd arrange All my thoughts and my feelings The way I've been dealing With all of my problems The way Ima solve them Through repeating cycles No bibles No idols But what I'm realising Is that it's vital I… Live. I, Live I live I'm living I'm feeling Like I just Been dealing (Huh yeah) I live I'm living I'm feeling Like I just Been dealing With this On the daily But lately I don't even know Where to go I don't know Where I'll end up I'll set up And then I'll flow Like a river Just to shiver Cause the water Just like snow Too cold Why the Lord never show? What I, Wanna be doin In this life Got to be doing For miss wife Got to be living My life like I'm winning I don't Even know what I'm doing But I'm Still lost Wondering the cost like