Under the weather

I've been feeling Decent for Flippen forever Never feeling Better Like a lever I can't seem to sever Always just Under the weather Never just Feeling the pressure Never just Feeling the pleasure Everything is temporary It is what it is Is my Monday motto As I just drown In the bottle Always just moving Full throttle At a sluggish pace I can't feel my face I don't know my place I can't, yeah Ok I'm not okay But when people Ask me I just say I'm "okie dokie" Like why you gotta ask me that? You ain't even care When you stop lying Then I might proceed To where I'm really at I'm really down I think I'm just Tired of this tiny town Or my shiny room All this doom and gloom I've been stuck in Ain't no luck in my The walking dead Every single message Left on read Like the stains From the pains Inside of my head I can't gain From the games So go on ahead Play without me See if it's the same If you play without me Why is it the same When you play without me? Why is it the same When you Yeah Do I even matter? Does it even matter? When I flatter I still seem to stagger, Struggle and fall I'm wishing it all upon you Hoping a call Will help it all stall the commute From the light to the dark Fight till the eh From the light to the dark Fight till the eh From the light to the dark Fight till the end Yeah