Finding Happiness

Know the girls back home gonna hate me when they hear this song Even jaded they gon sing along Twist the words out my mouth Kinda funny cause I hate me too and I can't blame you Every time I stack my problems they is eight-feet two Now it's deja vu Momma always told me that I should save my heart I just give it away and then I push restart Momma always told me that I should save my heart I just give it away and then I fall apart I'm still trynna find my happiness, my happiness You, you say that I'm your only friend Let's play pretend Cause I'm a misfit and I don't get it And I 'm taking shots just so that I can fit in I'll do anything to get you to listen, cause I'm fucking desperate I hurt myself just so I can feel it Everyone else thinks that I'm omitted And I'm going 110 I got no limit Cause I'm fucking wreckless Know the girls back home gonna hate me when I tell the truth Hurts but I can't please you Cause I still don't like me Kinda funny cuz I still love you and that's the cold hard truth If it ever comes between me and you, just put a bullet in me Momma always told me that I should save my heart I just give it away and then I push restart I'm still trynna find my happiness, my happiness You, you say that I'm your only friend Let's play pretend Cause I'm a misfit and I don't get it And I 'm taking shots just so that I can fit in I'll do anything to get you to listen, cause I'm fucking desperate I hurt myself just so I can feel it Everyone else thinks that I'm omitted And I'm going 110 And I got no limit Cause I'm fucking wreck-less Know the girls back home gonna hate me when it's said And done Mess around And they have their fun But I still can't blame them