Wishing You Were Dead

I feel the rage burning Like cuts on my skin In order to heal the sadness I let the anger waltz right in Although it's not okay what you did You're just a man I'm just a man Don't understand the situation that we're in Now I'm poisoned By the bitterness that you left It's eating me up inside Keeping me up at night The feeling that I get Wishing you were dead Is never gonna keep me alive My anger is inside And it's killing the light in my eyes It says you don't care you lied And I'm worthless because I tried Sometimes I feel okay And my anger comes and takes it away Because you don't care you lied And I'm worthless because I tried Another night of hurting I want this to end You say you care But how could you do this to a friend You were just confused And I kept you amused Because you're just a man I'm just a man Don't understand all we had to lose Now I'm poisoned By the bitterness that you left It's eating me up inside Keeping me up at night The feeling that I get Wishing you were dead Is never gonna keep me alive My anger is inside And it's killing the light in my eyes It says you don't care you lied And I'm worthless because I tried Sometimes I feel okay And my anger comes and takes it away Because you don't care you lied And I'm worthless because I tried Now I'm poisoned By the bitterness that I kept It's eating me up inside Keeping me up at night The feeling that I get Wanting to forgive Is the only thing keeping me alive